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Monday, November 24, 2008

since im sorta free right now(since im somewhat finishing my lesson plans), i'll post a little post.
the past numerous days had been pretty hectic for me i shld say.
not realli used to being tt bz lols.
had to travel here and there and its starting to feel as if im a business woman travelling around the world to settle numerous projects.
its as if im gonna sit for a 2nd O lvl examination onli this time, theres a higher expense.
loads of things i hafta buy( track pants, singlets and for pete's sake i haf to get a new pair of undergarmets LOLs -.-)
owell, its wad u wld do for the unit i guess, if ure someone hu's passionate and committed.

lots of things have to be done to prepare myself for the course im attending(especially since some of the hardskills and softskills ive learnt had been forgotten)
1 week to prepare till the actual start of the course.
ahh fish sticks...
its gonna be a packed holiday i shld say lols.
and tts a gd thing becoz unlike those couch potatoes at home who are not working, i have things to do during the holidays.
its sooo much better than rotting at home.
i still can remember when all of us were still preparing for the O lvls, every single one of us cldnt wait for the examination to be over.
but now when it IS finally over, we long for school again. lols.

Farewell night was awesome i shld say.
though there were some loop holes. o.o
unlike last year, there was no 'best unit cadet' award presented to anyone and there was no 'token of appreciation' given to the sec 4s lols.
but overall, the farewell night was ok.
great job everyone (:

Thank you, TOs, Mr Lathif, Mr Tan, Ms Koh, and most importantly Ms Tay for bringing all of us up to where we are today.
and CIs, HANISAH, Abdullah, Vincent, Joel, Dzafir(HAH! i spelt it right this time...right? o.O) for ur mama and papa talks and scoldings and encouragements.
Sebastian Foo, YeeMeng and our dear HO Kenny, for ur supports as well.
for abdullah, ur horniness and nonsense nv fail to humour me. LOLs.
and vincent, ur encouragements especially the most recent one realli reminded me alot on why i joined npcc in the 1st place.
hanisah, nid i say anymore? lols. ure basically our mama xD
ive learnt alot from u guys.
love ya all loads!
uve realli groomed all of us frm little vulnerable very immature kids, to fighters and more responsible young adults.
A very big THANK YOU to all of u :D

To the sec 4 squad:
just as when we finally realised our true potential, our npcc life ended.
even though we perspired like nobody's business(especially Lawrence LOLs. oops :x), got scolded upteen times, were demoralised time and again and for some of us, experienced ms tay's 2 hr lecture, we took all of them in and persevered till the end.
as a squad, we supported each other, till we finally reached the finishing line of our npcc life.
if it weren't for u guys, i alone wld not have made it thru those seasons.

you guys were my buddies, my squadmates and my family.
and i will nv forget each and everyone of you and the wonderful and horrible times we shared together; the tears, sorrows, disappointments, happiness and satisfactions.
farewell but not goodbye (:

Thursday, November 13, 2008

To have been posted to Canberra Secondary School proved to be the beginning of the most exciting and challenging phases of my life.
Since its inception 9 years ago, Canberra Secondary School strived to be the best.
The once small and not so recognised school have grown and been nurtured into a reputable Autonomous one in Sembawang.
Throughout my 4 years of education here, I have been given the opportunity to witness the growth and blossoming of the school.
Ideas after ideas, achievements after achievements.
I looked forward to having an enriching and fruitful 4-year learning experience and i consider myself largely priviledged to have been given the golden opportunity to make up a small yet significant part of the Canberra family, as she sets herself to strive for greater successes and continue accomplishing what she has always promised - in providing a well-rounded education of quality.
Canberra Secondary School has since marked her success with numerous recognitions of distinction and it is definitely not difficult to understand why.

Amongst the many wonderful things that had happened to me in Canberra Secondary School, were the friendships that i had forged with my buddies in school.
School would have been a very dull place without the laughter and tears i shared together with them.
Be it through in-class activities or CCA interaction, I felt that these were effective and genuine channels for friendships to be built.
It was only a matter of time till i realize that the friends whom i had made throughout these four years would go on to be the ones for life.
Even when the going got tough and coping with the pressures from all aspects of life seemed so difficult, these testing times only served to strengthen our friendships and trust for one another.
Although none of us expected our school education to be smooth sailing, having made it through goes to show how important my friends were in comforting and motivating me.
Without them, school would not have been like a home to me.

The teachers, too, had always been my source of inspiration and strength.
They were certainly one of the most influential groups of people in my life - leading me not just through mere words, but also more importantly, with their actions.
They were a group of hardworkers who constantly placed in the effort to impart their skills and knowledge, in the most interesting and creative manner.
The teachers showered us with concern and guidance, spurring the students on as we raced towards the finishing line of our secondary school life.
I still remember so vividly how teachers like Mr Lathif, my Mathematics teacher, took the time off our lessons sometimes to inspire us and get us back on the right track.
Some of the wonderful things he shared would most probably be the "brickwall theory" and the most recent "meanings to achievements".
He taught us deligently how to be competitive academically and yet at the same time be a better person as a whole.
My English teacher, Mrs Lee, made lessons come to life with her spontaneity and humour.
Of course not to mention our ever amiable and bubbly Additional Mathematics teacher and cohort manager, Mr Ng, who would regenerate our never-say-die spirit and constantly motivate us to strive for the best.
In short, the teachers were always there for us when we needed them.

At times, they can be very fun and bubbly people too, participating in games against students and putting up performances for us on various school occasions too.
As such, it is little wonder why students and teachers in Canberra Secondary School enjoyed such a good rapport and strong relationship.

I too would have to thank our sporty and athletic Principal and Vice-Principal, for allowing Canberra Secondary School to exude her full potential and ensuring students that we have a second home.
Their combined efforts with the teachers had breathed in life and hope into our school, allowing her to soar to greater heights and achieve greater achievements.

To say that Canberra Secondary School has greatly affected her students in all positive ways would have been an understatement.
Canberra Secondary is a place where the young learn about life; about values and moral values; about strength and perseverance; about gratitude and forgiveness.
All these would never have been possible without the combined effort of both the teachers and students.
Canberra Seconday School was where i found new beautiful friendships, experienced my most difficult moments and learnt meaningful values that would guide me throughout my life.
It was where i discovered my true potential.

It has been and will always be, the place of boundless opportunities - where dreams are made true and where the sky is the limit.
The embark on a difficult yet worthwhile journey of 4 years has definitely been a memorable one - one that will be hard to relinquish.
Into her 10th year, I believe that Canberra Secondary would continue to make further breakthroughs in all fields of education, surpassing the best and scale yet greater heights!

credits to an ex-student of XinMin Sec Sch

13th September, Saturday, 12:30 PM

Sunday, November 09, 2008

I have been through this b4.
The turmoil, pain & struggles of nurturing a relationship or a relationship-to-be.
Though all of these kinds of stress seem to have subsided alreadi & I am on the process of moving on, i am still posting this.
This post is not about me anymore but rather about the people around me, especially those who are currently facing the pressures of all aspects of being in a relationship.

Sometimes people tend to be very demanding.
Your loved one is alreadi doin all they can to pls u and can even go to the extent of not being that close to their female/male best friends just becoz you would give them the cold shoulder or smth, due to ur jealousy.
Then when it came to you being with your guy/girl friends, your bf/gf gets jealous & you still make so much noise.
So your bf/gf have to endure the pain for the rest of his/her time in a relationship with you?
How much pain you want them to endure further?
Is this how you want them to spend their time with you?
Being deprived of freedom and certain happiness just to satisfy your selfish needs?
Come on -.-
Being in a relationship is not about your happiness alone but about both of your happiness.
Compromise

The most irritating & hurting comment from your loved ones," You don't deserve someone like me," or " You deserve someone better " etc.
haiz. comments like these cause unnecessary trouble & turmoil don't u noe? >.>
You both love each other, happily spending time together but still one of you jokers still want to giv this kind of saying and hurt each other unnecessarily.
Obviously the person you love deserves someone better.
But mind it, the person chose YOU.


Spend the times u both are having together to the fullest.
Treasure these moments instead of worrying over nth.
Don't go pushing him/her away just becoz there is another person hu likes him/her and u tink tt person is better than you(smarter, more handsome, more pretty, more caring, wadever u can tink of -.-). [unless u abuse him/her or smth. besides when u abuse, u wldnt want to let tt person off so easily since u dun realli love him/her and u onli want to continue to satisfy ur "needs". ]
If you think that this kind of thinking is a way of expressing true love then...i have nothing to say.
You don't want him/her to be hurt yet u contradict urself by hurting him/her with such words and mentality.
You do ur own reflection.

Last but not least for this post, like wad everyone says and emphasises, the need for communication.
Communication is important, not onli in BGRelationships.
When you want to get jobs done well and right, you need communication.
When you want to understand and be understood, u nid communication.
How do you tink bfs and gfs go on to become husbands and wives?
Precisely, love, communication & understanding.

If you realli loved him/her(bf/gf), you would try your


best
to go all out to communicate, without worrying about ur

reputation.
besides, he/she will understand your efforts one way or another. lol
What's the point of keeping your "face" when the cost of doing so is losing someone whom you love dearly?
Get my point?

i have to compliment jimmy and qinhua for their efforts on kiping their relationship going despite all odds.
they have been thru alot together- fighting, misunderstanding, jealousy, etc.
but still, notwithstanding these stressful moments, they were able to take these testing-times to strengthen their bond together and not the other way round.
reason being, they were willing to communicate with each other - apologising when they were in the wrong(most of the time lols), compromise when there was a need, supporting each other at times of crisis etc. and most importantly, they trust and love each other.
so jimmy can happily spend time wif his frens notwithstanding their gender, qinhua as well, and they both have ample freedom and choice to make in their lives.
see, if they can make the effort, y not the other couples?

sheesh..sometimes ppl just follow the story lines of dramas blindly.
so much so that they are unable to think for themselves.
yes this post may sound mean, rude, displeasing etc etc most of the time.
But ppl, this is meant to wake each and everyone of you up frm ur dramatic world.
of course im not saying tt everything is wrong in dramas but hey, most of the things are just to make the show interesting and entertaining >.>
ive learnt alot frm my previous hurdle and im just here to share wif u some of the things tt ive learnt.

wake up, come back to

reality.



start thinking and dont

follow the world
blindly.


tts all i can say, for now.

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

We think that no one cares, whether we ever disappeared from this world one day or not.
Many think that this way of thinking is humble or logical but actually this kind of mindset is just simply selfish and foolish.

Why did our parents go through the trouble and sacrifices to bring us to this world for?
And the excruciating pain our mothers went through to bring you to life and be embedded into part of their lives?
Answer is just simple.
They love us.

The life we live in is not

just about us alone.


It would be an utter lie to claim that nobody cares for us as there will always be ppl hu truly does and that is a fact that no one and nothing can ever change.

The ones who truly care are those who waits for you to confide in

them.
They wait becoz they respect your decision on keeping it confidential.
But it never meant that they never cared.
They care but it is just this one step that you need to take to allow yourself to be comforted and helped by them --look for them(of course if u dun find them trustworthy then dun force urself lol)

Like i said and everyone has said before, no one is perfect.
We fall, learn and get up onto our own two feet again.
No matter how great the fall may be, as long as the will, faith and

fighting spirit is there, you will be able to recover from your setbacks eventually.

Don't push the blame around for your failures and miseries for everything happens for a purpose.
Without these "down times", you would never be able to learn or have the opportunity to strengthen your fighting spirit to its full potential, would you?
For all that is worth, it is a blessing in disguise.
But while you go through these difficult times, understand that you're not the only soldier fighting these battles.

Remember that you are never alone.

Saturday, November 01, 2008



yups. evident enuff tt pigpig loves her new bed lols.